Had a quick chat over dinner with a friend (with whom I cherish a lot but am still figuring out how to put it across so it won't turn out too cliché) and it saddens me when people get cynical about everyone/life. I was once pulled into this whirlpool last year and it took me another to get out of it. Was hard, but am glad I stepped out and became more optimistic than ever. (Well, maybe not, sometimes)

 

Have you guys ever felt like you needed to care for someone who prolly doesn't want anything to do with you? I'm in such a dilemma right now. I feel people part for the better but.... Sigh. A small part of me doesn't want to take the risk - the risk of being reminded yet a big part of me wants to assure. Ah, we'll see.

 

A little update on my life? Pretty much stayed the same since I last posted. Done with the yearly routine of hospital visits and I'm glad everything turned out well. I'm still thinking if I should travel over winter since it's prolly the last holiday I'm ever going to have before I officially step into the corporate world.

 

BTW, was so happy I got to play on the grand piano last week!