I'm updating this space while making my way down to Dancing Crab for dinner.

 

This week hasn't been smooth, or should I say this past month ever since a news hit me right on New Year's when I was out celebrating. Or maybe ever since I came back from the cruise and read some messages. But I told myself I gotta keep this positivity (or at least show) because I know there are people out there who are more troubled, more depressed, more negative, who rely on me for this source. I find myself returning to 2 years back when my world was filled with cynicism and shocking enough, there were many times I dial a number to search for reaffirmation that that was actually fine.   

I am definitely not going through the worst period of my life, just a point of time where I have more uncertainties and insecurities - basically trouble finding my self-worth.

 

Nevertheless, I guess what kept me going was for the fact that I still do have birthday treats from people even though it's nearing the end of the month. :') And these are the people I should hold on to. Not anyone else. Note to self.